inside my doctor jacket's pocket :-)

Ok, ini critanya apaan aja sih yang gue bawa di kantong jaket dokter gue.. Hahahahah...ini looo benda2 ajaib di dalamnya. Waktu kuliah dan pendidikan spesialis gue kan emang terkenal lengkap, atau sok lengkap kalo bawa alat2 baik tulis menulis ataupun pemeriksaan,,, hahahah, skarang ternyata masih kebawa... Bukan yulia namanya kalo gak heboh dengan pritilan, ya kan?

Jadi inilah dia.. Jerejeng

Jaketnya, mmm snelly deeeng... Ada banyak pin dong, biar anak kecilnya bisa mainin pinpin gue kalo lg diperiksa jadi gak rewel, hahahha,kepedean... hahahah

Trus ini dia dalem kantongnyaa..

Hahahaha.. Banyak kan boo... Kantong kiri atas  isinya tentu si alat tulis..bolpen bolpen dr rep obat, gue gak butuh tastas dr rep obat(detailer) gue lebih butuh bolpen buat nulis status pasien rsu yang bejubel  butuh ttd buat ini itu, signature (no money), wkwkkw...pengabdian... pengabdian... Gak lupa tip ex rolling buat benerin tulisan2  mahasiswa yang acakadul hahahah, sama termometer digital saku gue, hmmm andalan niiih, bluelight microlife, kalo kata yang jual, SBY aja pakenya ini dok waktu pemeriksaan kesehatan kepresidenan, beeeh.. Selanjutnya di kantong kanan bawah, hmm... Kunci serendeng senter sama meteran, penting nih, scara senter di rs pasti udah dodol baterenya, jd mesti ngusahain sendiri, plus meteran buat ngukur lingkar kepala, lingkar lengan atas...cieeeh...terusnya tempat kartu nama kate spade, buat naro kartu nama, love this one so much, dan sea island cotton pocketbac-nya victoria secret, dan sabun cair, lifesaving saat-saat kebelet boker, hahahah,.

Kantong kiri bawah, isinya gantungan kunci mobil dan handphone si bb torch mabok, ini soalnya tiap dipake nelpon layarnya kepencet pipi terus dan langsung bunyi2, sama iphone kesayangan.

Di dalem dada kanan juga ada kantongnya, isinya stempel nama gue ada 2 macem, satu pake nomer ijin praktek, yang satu polos, kartu nama rep yg baru dtg kemaren, lupa naro di rumah. Ada duit 50ribu, kali-kali aja kalo laper gue perlu jajan hahaha, sama kalkulator penting nih buat ngitung cairan sama dosis obat bayi, ada si kalkulator di hape tapi udah kebiasaan  bo dr dulu pake kalkulator. Hahahah

Satu lagi, tentunya stetoskop tercinta, spirit yang toonscope, lumayan lah, bayi2 seneng meganginnya, soalnya kan lucu gambar bonekanya..hahhaha

itu dia... bairpun udah gak sekolah, tetep dong harus lengkap... ala bisa karena biasa... makanya karena kebiasaan nenteng semuanya, makanya kebawa terus ampe sekarang....

mainan baru

Dan hari ni dapet mainanbaru.. apa itu? yaps samsung galaxy tab7+ dan sangat menyenangkan,
udah gila kali gue ada iphone, ipad, bb, laptop dan netbook masi aja pengen punya galaxy tab, alasannya adalah pertama gue pengen punya tablet yang handy, gak geda berat kayak ipad, terus gue pengen punya tablet yangmo donlod bajakan gak repot hahahahah, trus pengenpunya gadget android hahahahhaha biarkata aple yang terbaik tapiiiii mau android biar exis hahahahaha

wish me luck yaaaa

longing for sushi

it's always make my day.. another sushi session with bonny hahhahaha

Aih... Malasnya bangun pagi....

Aahhh.. Udah seminggu berangkat ke rumah sakit jam 9 pagi... Hahhaha...sebenernya niat gak si kerja? Hahahahha, parah... Abisan gimana lagi...tiap pagi mata kayaknya berat banget buat dibuka... Knapa yah? Apa gue harus re schedule jadwal kerja hahhaha seenak jidat ajah... Hmmm let see... Jadwal kerja gue itu kalau pagi ke Rumah Sakit Umum, eh sebelumnya visite pasien dulu di Rs swasta, Sari asih, hmm di RS ini emang si pasien rawat cuma 5 tapiii ribetnye ampun ampunan dah, mentang2 pasien swasta, hmmm... Ribet ini ada 2, pertama ribet keluarga pasien minta kejelasan ini itu plus pertanyaan klasik "kapan anak saya boleh pulang dokter? ", kedua ribet ngejelasin ke perawat ini itu plus ditelponin apotik ngebilangin obat gak ada dokter, diganti yang lain apa? Hadeeehhh... Nah, biasanya jam 7 gue udah start brangkat, seminggu ini, gue slalu brangkat jam 9 pagi hahahhahah, jadi deh sampe RSU jam stengah sebelasan... Hahahahhaha, mentang-mentang honorer, tapi gapapa deh yeee yang penting kerjaan penting gak terrlewatkan sama gue hahhahah, masa siiii... Nah kalo udah kayak gitu ya waktu untuk ke RS lainnya otomatis mundur dong ye, kan jadi kesiangan, jadwal praktek yang sharusnya jam 12 di RS kencana jadi bisa jam satu an, hahhahaha... Jadinya sangat gak produktif... Alhamdulillah de pasiennya ternyata dah maklum kelakuan dokternya jadi ya mau2 ajah nunggu hahahha...
Gimana niii solusinya biar bisa cepet bangun pagi.... Malem tidur kemaleman mulu si, ampe rumah jam 8an, abis itu ngalor ngidul liat dunia maya plus sinetron di tv ampe jam 1 hahhahah, paraahh....
Pokoknya mulai minggu depan harus mulai bangun pagi lagi dan semangaaaattt....

Ah... Birokrasi.. Birocracy what soever

Today when I arrived at public hospital, already 10 in the morning, I saw the little tiny baby, about 1 kg newborn in the radiant warmer, trying to breath, probably having asfixia, then I ask my nurses, "what about this baby? Born spontaniously or caesar? APGAR score? Amnionfluid?" and guess what, the nurse just said "Don't know yet dr, she just came, no news from the midwife in obgyn ward, and the status paper hasn't arrived yet!" o my god!!! Little baby, hardly breath, and nobody knew about the story... Hmmmm... I'm speechless, so I just said.. "Give oxygen, iv line, d10%, and antibiotics, and aminophylin iv, observed the temperature" the nurse said that they need permission from parents for iv line... What? Hahahahah, yes permission just a minute before the baby die? no way, i ordered to just do the iv line, no need permission for this situation. Paper anf birocracy? hmmmm. I asked the nurse about the airway, was it clean already? And they just answered, "don't think so dr, but we can do anything, there's no suction pipe appropriate for 1 kg baby right now" once again I'm speechless, hey, it's neonatology ward, that means they must have supplies of that kind of things. Oh well, what can I say...must be birocracy... Must have lots of 'paper' for having a little stock. So I just order the nurse, to contact the baby's family for neotanal ICU permission. And the nurse said "ok dr, as soon as we know the status... SKTM, JAMKESMAS or JAMPERSAL or the baby family have money..." aaaa... Another birocracy. Hello... I'm trying to save life here... Then I leave the baby and having my round in neonatology ward, visitting the low birth weight baby ward. When I was just having my round, Cathy, the midwife with doctor title (the big D) from Canada, who's doing research in Serang, with panic, came to me. She said "o my god!! What the hell is the low birthweigth newborn doing in the baby's room radiant warmer? She's supposed to be in the neonatal ICU!!!" hmmmm... Ok... Don't panic, that's the same thing I had in my mind minutes before... So I just explained it to Cathy about what the nurse just told me minutes before... And she was like in shock... "Really? Ok, just send the baby to NICU, I'll pay for her..." emmm, very nice.. But I said to Cathy, wait untill some minutes, maybe the parents also want the baby go to NICU. Cathy said that all of them think the baby was death, but when delivered the baby was breathing. It's the mother 3rd baby, the other 2 were death, and this pregnancy the mother having lots of bleeding. Very very poor... Then Cathy look at me with confusion, how come I can stand to work in this kind of birocracy, like everyone need approvement of something and while waiting, the baby can be death. Hahahahah, it's Indonesia. Yes Cathy, it is stressed me a lot, like u can have the skill and knowledge, but because don't have the facilities, then u can't do anything. Just for iv line for lifesaving, need 'paper' permission, to transfer patient must know how the payment methodes, just for one tiny suction, we need dr recipe with real sign, aaahhh birocracy... Think about how much we wasted for that kind of things...

Againts antibiotics

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Haaaaahhh... Jengah bo kalo liat postingan kayak gitu... Orang awam yang kampanye ngelawan antibiotik membabi buta... Hadeeehhh... Harusnya mereka ada pengertian antara againts antibiotics sama use antibiotics wisely, itu beda kaliiii. Lebih jengah lagi kalo tenyata yang disalahin terutama paramedis... Ampuuunnn... Look, if u're not competent with the study, don't comment at all... Look at from my side, like i'm trying NOT to give my patient antibiotic but hey, they keep calling me and ask "antibiotiknya mana dok?" capeeee deeeee... Terus, dokter yang bener juga kan mikir dulu sebelum ngasi obat, bukan asal nulis doang, well...we studied for ages just to understand what's in our prescription. Trus liat juga gimana ibu2 dateng dengan segudang pertanyaan dan dengan gayanya gak mau kasih obat apapun sama anaknya, hmm...trus kalo gitu ngapain juga ke dokter?  tapi liat dong keadaan anaknya, sakit banget dan udah dibiarin seminggu... Dengan berbagai alasan "kasian kan dokter kalo keseringan dikasi obat, saya gak tega liatnya" kasian? Sementara dia aja kerja dari jam 7 pagi sampe jam 8 malem, gak kasian anaknya lagi sakit emaknya gak ada? Dibanding gak mau kasi obat pas anaknya sakit, bagusan gimana caranya nyegah tu anak biar gak sakit... Look, if u don't want any medication for ur baby, don't go to the doctor, it's ur baby anyway... What i'm trying to say is... Smart moms, just take advise from the doctors u believe in, then give the doctor ur full trust... Don't blame someone whose been studying about how to medicate people almost quarter of his/her life, and complaining with what u just read from newspaper, or googling and yahoo-ing. Ask them, NOT argue with them. If u don't like the therapies, don't give them to ur baby. Soooo... For me, it's better if they campaign the term, "use antibiotics wisely" instead of "againts antibiotics"

Nasi padang is the best

Well, it been said that rendang is the best food in the world...not for me, i think nasi padang is the best one... Hahahahahah, look very2 annoying, dirty but the taste... Delicious... Love it so much... Whenever im not in the mood, one potion of nasi padang makes me in the mood again.. Favorite... Ayam gulai, cabai hijau and sayur singkonh, ow plus dedak rendang hehe... High cholesterol, high sugar, fat but can not live without it...

Finally

Akhirnya.. Bisa juga diaktifin blogwriter ini, ahhh... Bisa mulai rajin nulis di sini....
Udah nyoba diliat di pc... Hehehehe, fotonya gedaaaaa..

busy day hahahahaha

ok, today is eating eating day.. hahahahahah

first I ate lonting Medan at home, hmmm... no picture...

then, met my bestfriend bonny, before that, hmm... eat mie cha siew @eaton... ehemmm... nice... love mie mie mie...noodles...

yummy... then, I met my friend bonny, ask me  accompanied her to a rent a wedding dress place, diamond, at jl. alim, near siaga raya hospital, ok, nice place and very worthed i guess, for a man demang suit, they rent it for 750rps for a range of a week, and a very gorgeous woman kebaya and matching man's suit, they rent it from 1,5milionrps to 2,5milionrps... nice... after that, planning for a bit weekly shopping, food and stuff at hypermart pejaten village, we stuck in buying a pair of shoes, aaarrrrgggghhhh... girl just can't stop it...

then, bonny had her lunch at rice bowl... black mushroom brocoli.. hmmm.... me, watching her and picked a bit of this and that from her meal hahahahaha...

wohoooo... that's already 3 trips of food...hahahahha... theeennn... the last one, i end this-food-for-today with... little takigawa sushi in Citos with my brother and sister in law... o my god.... my fat...

that's my fushion platter sushi, pluuus, baby octopus and tempura, can not move after eat all of these stuff... hahahahah... #bigfatyulia#

ow, at home, this is a really nice surprise... my pins (I attached something like this at the colar of my doctor suit) arrived... yippieeee..... love these...

that's what happened today... sleep tight... and dream about sushi on my backyard...LOL...

new room

another room to stay, officially have 3 'house': jagakarsa, medan, and serang...

busy to make the room comfort for me...

'pojok bahagia' : the best TV in serang ' polytron yang terbaik teh, servis senternya bisa delivery, deket dr serang, teteh gak usah ke jakarta buat servis kayak sony, samsung sama toshiba, LG, ini bisa ditelpon, full HD lagi' oke deeee, water dispenser with cooler below, hmmm

another 'pojok' berantakaaannn,,,: clothes hanger, chair function as table... still love this place....

New place to start

Here i am, my new clinic, my new hospital... At serang, yes, far enough from my home but its nice, a real place to be a pediatrician..... hahahahaha...

love the hanging dolls... elephant... favorite doll directly...

memories of childhood

wow... found this one at the 24 hours mini market in Benton Junction...so cute... telur cicak candy, ayam jago chocolate, and rokok candy... hehehehehe

Batik bag orgenizer

I know I know.. bag orgenizer era is sooo over hahahahaha.. but still this one is very very cute, very indonesia.. and kind of like it so much, plus... i found it so usefull...
Bought this one on Thamrin city for 35thousand rps... *I'm a bad bargainer, maybe u can get lower price if bargaining hard... hahahahah* love this one.....

Life as it start again... it's a choice

sure...sure... sure...life is something to live with... choices must be made, and this is the one that i choose... instead of just hang around, enjoy days, in my parents' big house... spend money that my mom left me, i choose to work in Serang, little town, near Anyer, about 2,5 hours from my house... excited, yes, terrified, yes, sentimental, yes... this house, jagakarsa, will always be a house that I long for, place to comeback... I started to live 'outside' the house since the beginning of my college years. Trisakti in Grogol, medical classes with nuts hours... made me have 'another' place to stay... koskosan... at that time, i had my father, papa, helped me with all the moving, our driver pak padio and papa's big car KIA carnival. I remember that day when my father did all the knocking stuff in the wall, helped me with the bed, and he was sad when he told me, 'honey, so sorry you have to live in this small room for study' hahahahaha... it's ok, I have survived those years, my dad picked me with his car every saturday, and I spent my weekends in Jagakarsa. Then, I became a doctor, GP. Then, once again came the times when I had to live 'outside' Jagakarsa, in Medan, where I spent almost 5 years in my aunty house to study pediatrics. My mom took me to Medan. Mama accompanying me in my first months there. Papa came to Medan, periodically, to make sure everything OK, made me comfortable with everything. I felt those times when ones was very excited of parents visit, and took them everywhere and asked them anything... that time, mama and papa always said: ' honey, get ur things done, come home whenever u like, finish ur study, and come back to Jagakarsa'... almost happened... 1 month before I finished my study, my dad passed away, sure... I was there, he got all the treatment he could have, but Allah said something else, and it's OK, I got all of his love and all of my dad's blessings... then I finished my pediatrics study and become pediatrician... and I came home to Jagakarsa. July was the month I was officially became Jagakarsa's permanent residence once again. Spent nights in my mom's room, planning for my wedding, and have lots of plans for future, with mama as my priority... almost happened... but once again Allah said something else... Mama passed away, after fighting for ITP and infection and maybe longing for papa, 1 Syawal, first day of Lebaran, she just passed away, 1 week before my marriage... sure, she had all the treatment that she could have... I was there, and maybe that was the best that Allah gave her... I cried alot, longing for my mom and dad at nights, but, live my life just like usual... then I have my wedding reception and realized how much my mom and dad love me with all those preparation they already arranged from January. And I had my honeymoon to Phuket and Singapore, happy to have a nice husband... I choosed to be happy, to lived my life thankfull to Allah, keep telling myself that behind those tragedy, another big plan and good plan waiting for me. Sure... I stay in Jagakarsa, do anything I like, use mom's driver Pak Abas, have 3 helper in the kitchen and hang out everyday... but those were not feel right... I can not live like this. Then I search for a job, that can make me busy, kind of things that I like. That's why I accepted the offer to Serang. Start a new beginning, stay in koskosan once again, and live my life... busy life... only this time... no mama and papa, no one telling me to get the things done and back to Jagakarsa. My husband, Ari, still studying in Medan, only said, 'this is a phase of ur life, our life, just be strong'. Sure...  I still drive my own car, called her miss C for civic hehe, great koskosan 1 milion rps a month, and great job waiting for me, my families ask me: 'why bother to have a job in far place from Jagakarsa? while you already had a good life there?' I just nod and say.. 'I don't know... life as it start again for me, and it's a choice and I choose to start by being somewhere, some place that I think can make me stronger and grow up more...' it's MY choice...wish me luck